Chapter 1. HELLO WORLD!
Have you ever had a nagging feeling at the back of your mind .. you know, the one that says oh so quietly “I need more”? Not the voice that … Continue reading
15. The Pinball Machine
Anxiety is biting once again and I am overwhelmed. The bitch takes out chunks. I’m striving to be more than I am. Not perfect.. but ideal. I struggle to be … Continue reading
14. A Snapshot of My Mind
With much difficulty, I sit at my dining table striving to write a blog entry. Little ideas crop up but nothing seems to anchor itself to the walls of my … Continue reading
13. Brain farts & verbal diahorrea
So, I’ve chatted to you guys about the emotional effects of the bad halo and touched a little on the physical symptoms. But how about one of the more basic … Continue reading
12. The art of just being
After an emotionally trying weekend I’m now riding the down slope of the rollercoaster. It all started with stress that I didn’t release. Now the anxiety has taken it’s chunk … Continue reading
11. Never stop learning
Sorry I’ve been away for a while. I’ve been dealing with some “life stuff”. You know the drill! Sometimes everything is just too hard. I fucking hate dealing with impaired … Continue reading
10. Uncomfortably Numb
My mind and I are wrestling today. I wanted to chat to you guys about a few different things, but this brain of mine will have none of it. It … Continue reading
9. Dare to be different
My brain is frustrating. It usually doesn’t function the way that I want it to. Simple tasks can take extreme effort. Difficult tasks can be downright impossible. Sometimes I feel … Continue reading
8. Apples and Oranges
I had a conversation with a friend a few days ago. She’s an arty gal by nature and is the most talented person I know. She’s a creator: always drawing … Continue reading
7. Parenthood, chores & other swear-words
My family is a blended one in every sense of the word. We’re a mixture of blood-siblings and step-siblings; of kids with an interstate father and a child with 50:50 … Continue reading
6. Clouds
Just a quickie today… I definitely have the *CBFs! It’s almost 2pm and I still feel like I could crawl back into bed for a snooze. But I have too … Continue reading